March 2012
92 posts
“We’re all lonely for something we don’t know we’re lonely for....”
– David Foster Wallace
http://www.amys.com/about-us/employment/food-technologist-microbiology-program
This made me so happy.
This is one of my favorite companies, and one that I respect the most, and to know that they are looking for someone with my skills, knowledge, and the degree I will have in a years time, puts me at ease and forms a light at the end of the tunnel. Not that I would necessarily work for...
On an at least weekly basis I get asked what decent I am. Today my mentor/professor/mad scientist asked which part of Europe I was from. I’m from here, I am a mutt, I’m a mix of things unknown, I’m sure my mother at some point, before I lost her, told me her lineage, but all I remember is native american, and that was over half of my life ago. What I do know is that my mother was...
Anonymous asked: I have always admired your strength, composure, and optimism (at times, I've even envied these qualities). I know how you feel, and I hope this is just a small bump in the road for you. Things will look up, pup.
I don’t know exactly what it was, but something happened since moving up here that stirred some very bad stuff up in my brain. hold it together.
I've been strong for too long.
“You’re going to discover that conversations are best at 4am. The heavier the...”
– Jeff Stuckel (via lungs-)
This reminds me of Heather and Michael on a sailboat.
Woke up feeling off, I know that it was the right thing to do but I can’t help but just want a warm body next to me at night, laying in bed this morning recognizing that now everything is going to be different from here on out.
“So I hold my tongue, forget the song
Tie my shoes, start walking off
And try...”
sinkingatsea:
Hummingbird - Born Ruffians
Sad pup
I’m just going to cry a lot right now and take a deep breath and go to the garden and realize that some things just aren’t meant to be.
I hate that I know that there is probably an expiration date on all of this. I want to spend as much time with you as possible until then, let’s never sleep. I want more free time now so I can spend it with you. I don’t want to ask the inevitable, what happens when you leave? I know it’s not for good and you will be back, but will you be the same? Will I be the same? Will you...
Things My Son Should Know After I've Died- Brian... →
reticence-:
I was young once. I dug holes near a canal and almost drowned. I filled notebooks with words as carefully as a hunter loads his shotgun. I had a father also, and I came second to an addiction. I spent a summer swallowing seeds and nothing ever grew in my stomach. Every woman I kissed, I kissed as if I loved her. My left and right hands were rivals. After I hit puberty, I was kicked...
A night of restful sleep is all I ask for! Zombie mode again today.
“We all get tired, I mean eventually there’s nothing left to do but sleep.”
– Bright Eyes
“The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t...”
– -David Foster Wallace
The countless times I have posted this.
Sunday evenings
are usually, for me, for planning to do a lot, and not doing it. For feeling kind of terribly about what I ate and drank over the weekend. For my emotions to start to come to a low. I’m feeling off, again, and I hope it doesn’t stay. I’m feeling very self-conscious, I am at the point where I often get when I am seeing someone where I feel like there are many more women more...
DEFEATED
fancyrat:
Unreasonable Man
When you and I met,...
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“When I was 18 I wanted to fuck on the floor and break shit. When I was 25 I...”
– Henry Rollins (via fuckyeahhenryrollins)
I posted this back when I was 19, and I wanted to fuck on the floor and break shit. Now I am 21 and I still really want to fuck on the floor and break shit.
4 tags
“Right in the middle of Prague, Wenceslaus Square, there’s this guy throwing up....”
– Milan Kundera
In April I will have had this thing for 3 years.
That’s a long ass time.
“I like the way you talk about all the things you’ve seen
You make the...”
– Radical Face
3 tags
I made this a little under a month ago, I just accomplished one of the smaller ones, but one I was worried I would never complete, and it is riding up the goddamn huge ass hill I live on home from school without giving up, and I am proud of myself. Just checking in on these.
From short-term to long-term more or less:
A’s in all classes, study well, do homework, go to office hours. SO FAR SO...